Friday, August 03, 2007

rain, rain

I watered the plants today and five minutes after I finished, it started to rain. And it rained the entire day. It was a gloomy day, which turned dark when we learned that one relative who used to live with us died today. When people die and for a moment you have this feeling of weakness, perhaps it is fear, perhaps a feeling of lost. I lost touch of someone I shared my life with and I sometimes get this feeling of panic that I lost something forever. This is not true though, you always have the memories. Just close your eyes and remember. It works like Novocaine that numbs your heart for a moment.

It is always good to see a movie when you are feeling down. I saw this Greek movie about Greeks who were deported in Constantinople. I'll find out what's it called...

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