july 28, 2002
the abandoned hospital ship
flaming lips

i'm bad at relationships!!!! i forgot bubble's birthday. i was gonna welcome her to 24 and virgin club. i wonder how i would feel if i see yogurt madness or spidey kid again. spidey kid i'm not really scared. he's not as daunting as yogurt madness. he's not really scary but he scares the shit out of me (yogurt madness, fuck i cant write!!). i feel like a drooling toddler when i'm with him (which was rare, three in counting). maybe i'm gonna climb walls again and get really pissed coz i hate the way i look on videos. or say something dumb like "somone's in there", "look who's talking" or "do we have to pay for it?" ewwww... i can remember what i said that stupid night. my life's pathetic. geez, when do i start hanging out with rockstars??? where's that guy who wanks to bjork???